should've left you. - Brick Hill

Lovestruck Luminati
Joined 15/12/2017
Posts 55,768

08:04 AM 25/03/2020

I wanted us to last,
But our relationship died like leaves faced with the cold.
Oh, these feelings of heartbreak are getting rather old.
Can you hold my hand a moment longer?
I don’t want your heat to fade away quite yet.
Let’s go back to the bench where we first met.

Did we have to part ways?
Couldn’t you have stayed?
You rejected my love so quickly by moving on.
I’m sinking in these emotions like quicksand.
Is there a way for me to mend what went wrong?

You told me that I was pretty,
So tell me why do I feel so ugly?
I’m nothing without you,
My heart has already changed a different hue.
From red to black,
From roses to ash.
Love is hurtful from what I’ve learned.
Your absence really hurt and burned.

Do you have any feelings for me?
As I look into your dead, charcoal eyes.
You shake your head and tell me no lies.
Tears begin to trickle down.
I smile to hide my pain,
But the hurt just comes back around.

My tears turn into sobs,
You robbed my heart to let it rot.
I’m so lonely and you aren’t there to fix me.
Can you please bring ‘I’ back to ‘we’?
Do I have to plead?

You’re forcing me to hate and despise you.
Did you use your charm to break me while I gave it my all?
You once caught me, but now you let me fall.
Why did you never call?

I love you,
So why can’t you love me too?
Well, I understand,

Perhaps I was too clingy,
Suffocating really.
I relied on you too much.
I’ll rely on myself and such.
My tears stop.
I’ll move on.