05:29 PM 22/09/2020
(pardon my language in this thread)
Every, single, FUCKING day.
I am harassed frequently for my past actions and something I did which I regret immensely, I have had to deal with this regret being presented to me for so long, longer than I genuinely should.
Do you honestly think I don't regret my stupid fucking actions I made when I was 17? Do you not think I regret saying the stuff I said to people younger than I was, do you not think I have had to live life being treated like a mistake and being seen as a pedophile not only on this site, but on other things?
I am literally fed the fuck up, it has been nearly a year and a half since I did something which has changed my life drastically, yet, still? I am frequently mistreated because of some stupid things I did.
I have apologised so many times, apologised more than I ever could to everyone, even people who weren't involved in my wrongdoings, I've tried to change myself and become a better person from who I was back in May of 2019, I've tried so much to repent from my sins and what I did to those friends I treated badly.
Please, I just want to live a happier life where I'm not called a pedophile every single day, is that too much to ask? Is it really that much of a problem that I have to deal with this shit frequently, I just want a break, a permanent break from this drama I am involved within if possible, although I know that won't end up happening.
My past was a fucked up one, yeah, I regret everything I did a lot, I have tried to make amends with everyone and make everything better.
I really don't know why this needs to keep being brought up, I'd be a terminated user by now if I was still that disgusting asshole I was back then, can people not accept that I've tried to change for the better, is all you people want a desirability for attention by making any form of drama active, even if it's old?
Please. Just Stop. Read This Thread Along With This Linked One For A More Precise Explanation.
https://www.brick-hill.com/forum/thread/730694/
Every, single, FUCKING day.
I am harassed frequently for my past actions and something I did which I regret immensely, I have had to deal with this regret being presented to me for so long, longer than I genuinely should.
Do you honestly think I don't regret my stupid fucking actions I made when I was 17? Do you not think I regret saying the stuff I said to people younger than I was, do you not think I have had to live life being treated like a mistake and being seen as a pedophile not only on this site, but on other things?
I am literally fed the fuck up, it has been nearly a year and a half since I did something which has changed my life drastically, yet, still? I am frequently mistreated because of some stupid things I did.
I have apologised so many times, apologised more than I ever could to everyone, even people who weren't involved in my wrongdoings, I've tried to change myself and become a better person from who I was back in May of 2019, I've tried so much to repent from my sins and what I did to those friends I treated badly.
Please, I just want to live a happier life where I'm not called a pedophile every single day, is that too much to ask? Is it really that much of a problem that I have to deal with this shit frequently, I just want a break, a permanent break from this drama I am involved within if possible, although I know that won't end up happening.
My past was a fucked up one, yeah, I regret everything I did a lot, I have tried to make amends with everyone and make everything better.
I really don't know why this needs to keep being brought up, I'd be a terminated user by now if I was still that disgusting asshole I was back then, can people not accept that I've tried to change for the better, is all you people want a desirability for attention by making any form of drama active, even if it's old?
Please. Just Stop. Read This Thread Along With This Linked One For A More Precise Explanation.
https://www.brick-hill.com/forum/thread/730694/
05:31 PM 22/09/2020
Wow that is bad and ?.........
05:32 PM 22/09/2020
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05:32 PM 22/09/2020
😂😂😂😂 ownedd
05:32 PM 22/09/2020
bruh what the fuck id going on